♥Thursday, October 29, 2009' 8:31 AM
Haiz....don0 is happy or sad...yesterday night about 1.30am...he sms me...he say he love me...he wan be wif me....i so happy at tat time...thn the next day i wake up saw his msg..he ask me open msn...thn i open lo...he say,we still small better back to koko n muimui de relationship...haiz...at tat time i reli sad a~bt i tell he nvm...coz i cant force he...he say he love me bt we cant together coz next year i m going to other place...haiz...so we return to koko n muimui lo...he say sorry to me i only can say nvm nvm nvm....bt in my heart i m sososososo pain...haiz...we together only gt 11 and half hour...very most ppl maybe is too short bt for me ,i think is very long...at night i think we together thn tell everyone ....bt n0w......haiz...bt still thank he coz he let me slp so well...hahax...i will rmb wat he tell me last night...and i will continue to love he til the end of my life...hahax
♥Monday, October 26, 2009' 4:34 AM

haiz....i reli wan die liao...i dono i reli love he ma....and he also...maybe he only treat me as his sister....bt y i feel like he care me more thn other ppl??haiz...can someone tell m3 how?m3 reli wan die liao...n next year i m going other place....cant see him anymore...i don0 how to tell he...i scare i will cry out...haiz...haiz....if daddy still here thn i think i won face tis kind of problem anymore....haiz...bt i think...i reli loves he very much...i won tell he...我要等他来跟我说。。。我爱你。。。所以我现在只等他一句话。。。。